I am here upon this Earth   
To reclaim the Earth   
To turn the desert into Paradise   
A Paradise most suitable unto God   
And every creature to dwell thereon.
I welcomed each pregnancy with thanksgiving. To feel life within my womb, little hands and feet tapping from within, this is extraordinary. Then the births. I entered into each one of them, feeling the crescendo of pain until it became so strong I felt I could not survive. In a way, I saw it like death. Prayer came easy.